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For my Daughters and Grandchildren, "Let me see your eyes".  Late for love, marriage, and family foundations by four+ years, here is the story...
I had to leave my home in Asia to go to San Fernando Valley, Ca.  Papers to Report : Vietnam Mekong Delta to secure a US Draft 4A Technical Deferment.
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Electronic Technical Institute Van Nuys, Ca. provided a two year US Draft 4A Technical Deferment in San Fernando Valley, Ca.  It was 1968.

I was 18. I lived on Laurel Canyon Blvd at the start of the canyon hills leading to Venice.  From Japan, Newport Beach, San Diego and L.A. were accessible.
I visited Sunset Strip Clubs, Canyon Hills homes, San Fernando Valley homes, and festival-seminars-cults in California, mostly near Monterrey-Big Sur CA.
I visited music production families living in Los Angeles, Silver Lake, Laurel Canyon and Sacramento, shopped at the Canyon Store.  Found Cool was not cool.
I earned my Electronics Technician degree, decided not to open a recording studio, returned to Tokyo Japan, explored Asia free of the Vietnam draft.
Two years+ behind time for love, marriage and family.  From Sophia University Japan, I studied advanced engineering courses at the University of Hawaii.

I searched the Hawaiian Islands for friendships.
The all Asian UofH Board of Directors purged +14000 caucasians from the campus, closing fraternities and sororities to make way for Pacific Rim Asians.
The UofH Board's two year attrition of caucasians from the campus enabled Sophia University Tokyo Japan completion and sale of Lloyds Electronics.
I arrived in Hawaii with two Ilikai Hotel Annex condos, one to rent one to live, several Beechcraft six seat twin engine planes, and $s in the bank.
Wealth affects us in surprising ways.  I had one interest, finish UofH degrees to build foundations for a family.  Hawaii had no engineering work foundations.
Should I live in Hawaii on the proceeds from Lloyds Electronics or engage my engineering degrees on the West Coast?  That question was answered.
From Asia, Theosophy, Castaneda, and Occult held my attention while hitting clubs, organic food, the Ilikai Hotel Annex pool, and UofH full time classes.

I enjoyed sail surfing triple wave sets off Diamond Head late at night, my sailboat slept in a slip in the Ala Wai Yacht Harbor in front of my condos.
The Beechcraft twin engine planes ferried tourists over volcanoes and to the beautiful outer islands.  My brothers married Asian women.
Five advanced engineering course classes per semester required hours of study per day, mostly done outside at the Ali Wai docks.

Completing University of Hawaii engineering courses required dedication, focus, concentration, and problem solving visualization.

The Moksha family's Intimacy Refocus interfered with UofH studies.  Having engaged in Festivals, Seminars, and Cults in California the lessons were well learned.  Moksha and UofH were both universities, institutions of higher learning providing advanced instruction, examination, and training requiring 100% dedication.  Your in or your out.  The opportunity to move the Moksha sailing ship, plant crops, have group sex and listen to Norbert & Jennie refused, Dass come & gone.
I was four year+ behind schedule for love, marriage, and family foundations.  I needed to finish University of Hawaii, two semesters to go.  No Process Control Electrical Engineering jobs existed here, there were no foundations for love, marriage and family in Hawaii.  I had to get to the West Coast.  With UofH degrees secured, I sold the condos and planes and headed to Newport Beach, Ca.  Six years of Island Fever.  One Beechcraft plane dived into a volcano killing six, three newlywed couples.  A long time friend visiting from Tokyo was raped at gunpoint by Five 0 undercover cops, friendships ripped apart, Amores Mios lost.

Linda and the Moksha family never asked and never knew about Guns Drawn Linda wanted to start me back up in the saddle of intimacy. 
Linda strived for others to watch her have intimacy with men and women within her family.  She presented herself as a relationship therapist.  
This was Norbert and Jennie giving Linda their wisdom. 
Linda created positions for family members to fill.  Linda created her acts and skits. 
George and Cathy would bring men and woman from afield.  Mel and Linda would process them to play in family skits.
The skits centered on watching them have intimacy and participating.  Out of sight persona speak rumors, conclusions, judgments, and branding.
Individuals fit are assimilated, ejected when no longer useful.  Sirens calling you to their Universal Truth, to become one.
Their House, their rules, spoken out loud from persona out of sight in backrooms guiding you to walk their plank.

Linda's Lessons: Women want intimacy, have babies, and are ready if you line up, show interest, and be patient.  Men have reoccurring hardons, trained properly last, ready at a moments notice just show interest.  Walk the plank, there is no way to avoid rejection, stand your ground and know when to fold. 
Linda wants to show you cool intimacy, a startling performance.  This family has group intimacy watching each other come to completion. 
There is bickering, jealousy, and fights to overcome.  You have to line up and walk the plank.  You're either in or out, you have to devote everything to be in.
Polyamory first encountered living in the outskirts of Tokyo.

Lessons Learned and Linda's LessonsWisdom takes precedence.  The family prejudged and was unable to communicate directly. 
They did not want to know the past, everyone colors (lies), they desired a new person.  They remained animated audio-visual mimes, illusions. 
They brought Shelly in for hookup.  Shelly, a past condo renter, created the Guns Drawn fake car accident skit that severed my Asia friendships. 
Festivals, Seminars, and Cults lessons learned, friends are hard finds.  One semester to go, Newport Beach - Silverado waiting to build family foundations. 
I refused the offer to hookup with Shelly, no reason given, just said no with no explanation, a game of chance requiring time & timing wisdom.
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