I decided not open a recording studio after earning my Electronics Associate Degree in Van Nuys, CA. The decision was return to Asia.
I found cool was not cool. For two years living in Laurel Canyon Ca. I watched one train wreck after another.
Everyone was trying to sell you Nirvana, or a path to Nirvana. Nirvana was a commodity, another Plane of existence, another self.
If some says they want to "fuck" with you it means you are headed for a scam not intimacy, double meanings used to cover intentions.
Cool 27 Club -- a group of popular musicians who all died at age 27 -- in 1970 due to a heroin overdose to Nirvana in Hollywood: